Mother’s Day weekend!! My tradition is to plant flowers on Mother’s day weekend. Honestly, I transport flowers from one pot to another, but I still consider that planting (insert winky face). I just planted my flowers and even if you don’t plant flowers, I want to wish all the moms a happy, fun filled day spent doing something YOU love whether or not it includes children, family or friends. Do something that feeds your SOUL!
So, today I’m frustrated. Not because its Friday (of course not!) or because I still need to get a card for my mother for Mother’s Day, but because I’ve been doing the Whole30 diet with a couple of friends and I’m ticked off with my body’s reaction. First, I cannot eat eggs, beans, sweet potatoes or nuts which are staples in the diet! But second, my severe case of SIBO and leaky gut takes these foods and many other foods off the list! Ugh! Finally, the ultimate bummer is how my body is responding!
Three weeks in, I’m feeling more energized and sleeping better; however, I’ve noticed over the last three days, my clothes have gotten tighter (Yes, I said tighter not looser), my stomach has become bloated and my mood shifted from happy to irritated. What is going on? Isn’t eating cleaner supposed to bring fitter, leaner, healthier results? And to top it off, I ate turkey and squash for lunch and my stomach reacted with major bloating! WTH! My body isn’t cooperating and I’m ticked! UGH!! Double UGH UGH!!
Yes, I’m frustrated! I also realize I cannot heal my stomach overnight. I cannot wave a magic wand and make SIBO, Leaky Gut or Lyme’s disappear overnight. BUT, I can be grateful for where I am today. Somedays it takes a little (or BIG) push to get there, but we all can get there! So, even with being frustrated (greatly frustrated), I’m grateful I can afford to eat healthy foods. I’m grateful for my doctor who has turned this frustrating adventure into a livable journey. I’m grateful for my friends, who talked me off the ledge this morning when I was having a pity party! I’m grateful for my daughters who motivate me to push ahead with my head high despite the setbacks! I’m grateful for the people who will read this, who may also be struggling, and see the glimmer of sunlight for them too!
Yes, life is frustrating, but keep going! I’m proof you can see the rainbow after the storm!
Happy Mother’s Day!
I love the fall season in Minnesota with the colorful leaves and the fall decorations like big spiders on people’s doors or scary things hanging from the entryways! Just love it. Although it also means we are coming upon “Why do I live here season?” Don’t get me wrong- I enjoy winter; however, I sometimes think I should live somewhere warmer and just enjoy winter from afar! A girl can dream!
I started treatment for Lyme’s Disease two weeks ago and treatment for SIBO this past Monday. Honestly, I have to admit – IT IS KICKING MY BUTT! My doctor said both treatments could make me feel lousy! Lousy is an understatement. I generally have pretty high tolerance for anything but when my daughters have to put me to bed at nights, that’s when I know its been a rough road! Battling with severe fatigue and abdominal pain, flu-like symptoms, RLS, blurred vision, night sweats, etc, etc, etc. Remember this is only the physical side effects, my emotional and mental state is for another blog post!
I am still trying to find humor in all of this which was the case when I made my dad chuckle the other night when I talked to him. He said he was worried about me. So I told him I was worried about me too! Thanks Dad! A little laughter goes a long way especially since this has been the toughest week yet.
On the bright side….. I hope I turned the corner today. I was able to shower and get ready this morning without thinking how much time do I have to nap before starting my day! I’m still severely fatigued, but a little more energy and a little less of everything else! As I say in my book…I may not be where I want to be, but I’m doing the best I can right now!
“When life gets hard, challenge yourself to be stronger” –Unknown
I wish you a joy filled day today and may your Halloween be filled with lots of scary stories, chocolate candy and little smiles as the children run up to your door.
It’s Lyme Disease.
I suspected I had Lyme’s for quite some time but now I have the proof. I have to admit that after finding out, I had many days of sadness yet I was also grateful for knowing. It’s definitely been mixed emotions. We also found SIBO (small intestinal bacterial overgrowth) and new food allergies and sensitivities– I will comment on those more later!
According to Dr. Mark Hyman in 7 Strategies to Tackle Lyme Disease, Lyme disease is caused by the bacterium Borrelia burgdorferi by an infected tick transmitting the virus to humans. Borrelia burgdorferi can affect the entire body, hiding from and suppressing one’s natural immune system. “Lyme infections literally hijack your immune system like AIDS.” He also indicates its one of the most challenging and difficult situations in his practice because it mimics other illnesses.
“It isn’t the mountains ahead to climb that wear you out, its the pebble in your shoe.” – Muhammad Ali
This may be the pebble. This may just be the underlying issue. If so, I’m so elated because now I can start paving my road to recovery!
I’m grateful for Dr. Litchy. I’m grateful for his patience and expertise. I’m grateful for now knowing.
May you be blessed in your days too!